Well, actually I got back Sunday morning around 9: 30. I didn't really feel like making a journal that day, I just wanted to relax and chill out.

My week was hell. I had my family calling me fat and lazy while I was there, Mean while I did all the work around the damn trailer. I was so pissed. Then my mother was acting like a bitch and telling me that I had to watch my brother and his boyfriend.

And the whole week it was raining. We had a couple of days were we could get out of the trailer and go to the beach for a few hours, but then we would get caught in the rain walking back to the trailer.

It was so hard to try and sleep with the four snorers and the dog. the dog may be small but she takes up almost the whole damn bed!
And to start off, the mattress wasn't very comfortable. But i will recpover from lack of sleep, and food. There was no food in the trailer. They would go to the store and buy every meal before we ate. My mother is such a bitch and is really stupid.

but anyway. The bugs were bad. But the marks will go away soon. Maybe I will get rid of this head ache that I have had since I left. Oh, while I was gone I did get to do some drawing, but the pictures have a bit of nudity and I don't think that I will be posting any of them.


Oh, I need a bit of help in a relationship situation. There is something that I want to tell the man that I love and I don't really know how to ask and when the right time would be to ask. So if there are any people out there that can help me leave a comment or a note.

ok, this is totally off topic but right now i am watching t.v. and it just showed a commercial for a website to help little monkeys and chimps. it was so bad! There were Chimps in traps, and they had been tortured. It was sad.

well, that was just a random thought that I wanted to put down...



For those who read my Story Rising Sun I am currently working on chapter 10. Also this story has nothing to do with the movie.... I think???? I haven't seen the movie, and I didn't know that there was a movie called Rising Sun.... But oh well, if I have to change the name I will.

Well, it is really late, and I have to get up at 8: 30 to talk to my boyfriend

So heading to bed Talk to you all later.......